i feel terrible and i am like, i wanna burst. It's my laptop, i love it so much, i love it like a girl loves her first boyfriend.
Please, i dont know what to do now, a repairation must be costing much, it'll ruin my saving.
it was exactly a week ago, when my dad was angry with me and he did something harmful to me. actually it's not to me, but to my laptop, to be specific, to my DVD driver. Now, the driver's existance cant be read by the laptop itself, anymore.
i knew i was so fuckin idiot, that i cud groaned like this 'ih' to my mom. i knew that was not true, but my dad wasnt right either. not that kind of parents wud treat his daughter like that, hit and throwing things, and destroyed her laptop.
bye bye my DVD driver, rest in peace. i love you.
2. i went to do extra lessons today, to a place where i usually meet 'the good one'. unfortunately, i didnt see him today T_T
3. last week my dad offered me an ipod touch 8GB. he said i cud buy either the touch one or the classic one. but he didnt offer me that bling bling thing anymore.
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