i've just had something embarrassing. This is about my score, the math one. i know i shudnt be too anxious about such a thing but this one is really, pathetic.

I have ever been the worst in class, in physics, that was a usual test, not so many things to be learned, but i still cudnt do it. That time i thought i wasnt study too hard, i admited i was so lazy back then. It happened about 3-4 weeks ago.

It's over. A week plus two days full of tests. But today i got a bad news (again). I got the worst score in math, it's too bad that i cudnt even tell anyone what actually i've got. i dont think i will doing well in medical anymore, after this two bad things. Yesterday, physics, now math.

I'm really, a nightmare. im bad at this and that and all that jazz. What a depressing. My parents, cant help! they've got no advices and they barely listen a word, i cudnt share anything to anyone.

Now, what? what will you do when you get no good scores or when your parents keep talking with the phone, or when your brother still too young to understand everything, when you are alone, no friends can help (because they have their own bussiness), when you've lost your dream, when you find out that you got no talents at all.

Stay, stay stay, i can stand not to cry

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